My Countrywide Millions Missing Action, May 2018

Yes, I am one of the #MillionsMissing but my wonderful friends, all over the country, enabled me to be ‘present’ and to represent some of those Millions Missing.
So yes, you can see us now.


Getting a hug, as promised, from Ali Head at #SouthamptonMillionsMissing — with Ali Head.


With Cllr John Lethbridge Mayor elect for Durham County, Jo Hellens and Jennifer Elliott CEO of ME North East at the #MillionsMissing Visibility Action Durham City Marketplace May 12th 2018 — with Jennifer ElliottRobert Rickerby and Joanne Hellens.


Finally getting to meet Abbie Grant at #SouthamptonMillionsMissing May 12th 2018 — with Abbie Grant.


I’m about to turn round and look at the empty shoes of *400 Missing* people living with ME at #SouthamptonMillionsMissing , May 12th 2018


This picture amazed and delighted me. My friend of 30 years, who I can never see due to my being bed-confined and unable to receive visitors, is not even a member of the ME awareness-raising movement. But, created this silhouette to represent me, just in case we marched on the castle with flaming torches! At the #DurhamMillionsMissing Visibility Action May 12th 2018.


Here I am at #DurhamMillionsMissing. May 12th 2018 There’s a certain irony about this photograph. My posterboard is in my wheelchair, but in reality I, myself, have been too ill to physically sit in a wheelchair and maintain an upright position since 1993.


This is Isla. She is my/ our youngest supporter so far. Isla is 5 years old and she and her mother Kirsty shared my story at the #ManchesterMillionsMissing UK, May 12th 2018.

Isla looked at my photo and was very worried about me.
If only Jeremy Hunt, UK Minister for Health & Care would show the same humanity.

Let’s encourage new generations and acknowledge their compassion. — with Kirsty Edgson.


With Claire Tripp at Radio Solent raising awareness of ME and very severe ME during ME Awareness Week May 2018.
Credit: Tom Mitchell’s fantastic advocacy seen on his posterboard bottom right. You can read all the words!
 — with Tom Mitchell.


Another very special friend who also travelled to Durham and who still supports me *after 25 years* with practicalities and with the hellish, relentless bureaucracy that is life with ME, in the UK 2018. — with Dawn Young.


Cllr John Lethbridge Mayor elect for Durham County, Jennifer Elliott CEO of ME North East, Anita Roddam ‘in’ the wheelchair, Zoë Williams (pictured) in the horizontal wheelchair, Tom Mitchell (also pictured) Dawn, Jo Hellens (kneeling), Janette C. and Janet Robson, Mum of Amy, at the #DurhamMillionsMissing Visibility Action Durham City Marketplace May 12th 2018.
Photo credit: Amy Harbottle


And then I got to ‘go’ with Abbie Grant to ‘see’ the Spinnaker Tower, Portsmouth at dusk, just lighting up blue for ME Awareness.


#CanYouSeeMeNow #Youcanseeusnow #DurhamMillionsMissing#SunderlandMillionsMissing #SouthamptonMillionsMissing#ManchesterMillionsMissing #EdinburghMillionsMissing#BristolMillionsMissing


Visibility Action 2018



19 posterboards and a banner heading to Sunderland tonight ready for the Tyne & Wear ME Support Group’s Gathering and Photo-call at the foot of Penshaw Monument 1.30pm -2.30pm on Saturday May 12th 2018.


And, from dusk onwards (9pm), the monument will be lit up in blue to acknowledge M.E. Another photo opportunity for those who are still up and are able to be there.

Have a great Visibility Action!

with Joanne Hellens.

Too Ill To Be Here


“…one of the biggest medical scandals of the 21st century” – Carol Monaghan MP, PACE Debate Westminster Hall February 5th 2018

• MISSING since 1979
• BED-CONFINED since 1987
• TOO ILL to be helped into a Millions Missing t-shirt
• TOO ILL to tolerate having a better quality photograph taken
• TOO ILL to begin my 40th year of total & absolute medical

My Sister Representing Me At Millions Missing Action, 2017

Anita's shoes, Too ill to be here. Millions Missing

“Representing my sister Anita Roddam who is 100% bedbound, yesterday on M.E. Awareness Day, at the MillionsMissing campaign outside the Scottish Parliament”. – Michelle Roots